gosh.. y so suddenly..

its just being long time.. really long time... haiz... y this thing that un-expectedly.. can happen one.. haiz.. i really dunno y...how we end up here You know it's funny I just miss you so much ...不知不覺已經那麼久 ... y cant stil happen.. i really tried.. really.. i REALLY TRIED....but god's just trying to paly a fool around wit me.. how can this happen.. i cant seems to get over a grip wit this.. haiz...我的心 已死好久....on the day it self u told me be remain the same.. but things wok out fine starting... then y like this again now.. haiz~~~...i really hope that... it can just go.. but then我用了多少寂寞瞭解 你離開的理由 我沒有能挽回你的 權力 除非你能瞭解我 .........
this blog i writing is now the 21th of january... 3 in the midnight.. haiz~~~ i'm just sad.. til i can hardly sleep.. that day after my work.. she offered me ..g ave me a lift.. fetch me al the way home... which her parents all already realize.. that i was trying to persuade her be4.. n yet she can take me home.. y is these hapening.. i really wanna noe.. god pls give me the answer.. i feel no good no longer...:'(就算是我已經往前走 我也排迴在所有美好往事左右... i admit.. i have to..我猶豫著 還要不要 承認我 放不開手 ....... i dunno y.. i just dunno y....:(... i wish somebody could just get wat i mean... its already so late.. n yet i'm working tomolo.. n I CANT sleep.... this is no good man NO GOOD!!!!