Failure I am..

SOON enough.. i've started thinking of it already... many things. many reasons.. many courses that made me think like this.. in many ways.
mayb its my faulth for not making the opportunities.. mayb i didn't approach her near enough.. often enough.. or even mayb cuz i spend 90% by distance contacting.. or should i say 99%?? is it a mistake or is it wrong?? is it stil able to change it by starting it now?? by changing it now?? or is it too late??.. dude my brain's gonna explode any moment....!!!!!!! yoyoyo... y,y,y,y,.. haizz... thinking makes me... fadup
perhaps.. is cuz of the distance.. mayb.. or perhaps not.. ah~~~~~ hope it passes faster!!!..
its been sometime.. i felt that.. our communication.. has changed.. to some sort of.. feelings that gave me the answers... mayb im thinking too much?? or mayb not?? thinking is not a good thing.. i've read some article.. saying that i'm shy or wat or wat as a reason.. ALL LAME man!!!.. dam IT!!..how should i over come this thinking thing?? or this lame thing?? ALL THIS!!! HOWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!