I CAN'T no longer...

i can BARE no longer.. to focus n look at myself no matter wat happened.. just like this foto.. giving up is sad.. keeping it going on.. ameks me sad too.. die.. too pain.. cant decide wat to do.. pray is totally a lame way.. going after it.. its so tiring.. waiting.. is so broken.. always like this.. nothing seems to be shotting at my mind n aiming fo an answer that i wil feel much better be4 my exam starts.. the nearer my exam coming.. the MORE HATRED i got for myself... haizz.. just like this foto.. DUN LOOK AT ME NO LONGER MAN DUDE!!!!