at LAST...

well... i finally got her to give me the one i needed... as expected u see.. its a no.. its a fren word at last of the story also... just like the few past blog i wrote... wel.. i feel so released n fun n free now.. hehe... if onli she would give me the answer earlier.. wounld'nt it be better??.. haha..
but i dun blame her la.. mayb i'm really not the one she would like.. but just the time onli la i think.... the time she draged... is kinda long for me.. but nvm la... cuz everythings is over now:)

WHEN....zzzz?!?!?!?!

haizz.. exam over.. near to college... scary life n future wil gonna be starting soon enough.. dude.. jason.. plus oil man.. one thing i'm not satisfied is... haizz hard to say.. things that i've been waiting for.. dunno when onli i can achive.. or even just get it to noe... i'm goin here n there.. she's goin here n there too.. when onli we can get to meet up n i can actually ask her to give me the answer... haiz.. i just dun noe.. time i passing so fast.. that i cant even make up one time to meet her.. soon enough gonna be 2007.. she's gonna start her spm already.. if the answer is no i'll just wish her al the best in her future..a l i can do is be her fren.. but if its a yes.. god.. then many things shall happen again.. the distance.. many of my frens say.. distance wit develop another answer... the unwanted one.. aik~ then i said... no way.. its no possible.. but now i think of it.. its quite true.. god pls tel me wat to do.. should i continue or just... give it...??.. i just dun noe.. haiz~