DisTANCE.. wil it be the one??

COULD IT be??.. distance as the reason??... here i am again.. post down the feelings i think... i've heard so many songs.. so many kinds of lyrics thats so so so suitable to me.. i feel so sad.. whenever i hear them:'(...Should I leave, should I go, should I break apart??N wat said you would break my heart...How could I’ve fallen so in love With someone I’d known for monthsss.. And not even know that She’d be the one..To reveal my worst my fears.....
after this year.. i'll be leaving skol .. very soon i wont have the time already.. or perhaps should say.. no more time.. AT ALL.. should i just.. or should i ...should this should that.. stupid brain.. if onli i have the controller to stop the functionning... haizzzz... skol over.. things over.. time over.. many things wil be soon be over!